Online name: RandomGoth

Name: Keridwen

Counrty /city: Newcastle, United Kingdom`

Email: christiangoth@gmail.com

Web site URL: http://www.randomgoth.tk

MSN: Nirvanablip@hotmail.com

Yahoo: Christiangoth2005

Male /female: F

Age: 17

Married /single: S

Faith: Christian - Baptist

Fav food: White Chocolate dipped Strawberries

Fav music: Iron Maiden, Disciple

Fav movie: Donnie Darko, Lord of The Rings, Charlie and the chocolate factory,
Corpse Bride...I can't decide!

Fav website: http://www.christiangoth.com

Fav saying: 'Architecture is frozen music'  Johann Wolfgang von Goethe
"Without music life would be a mistake."  Friedrich Nietzsche

Me and my interests: My Testimony

My life changed for ever on the 25th January 2004. It was on that day that God
really touched my life and entered in.

I woke up that morning feeling different, good different but definitely
different. I dismissed this feeling and headed for church. During the service
the preacher 'Amy' talked about how God will always be there to put his finger
under your chin and tell you that everything will be ok. Not unlike the touch of
a father to a child who has fallen and cut her knee. She said that he was always
there to wipe away the tears, to pick you up and dust you off. It really touched
something deep within my heart, I didn't realize it but today was special, today
was going to be a day I will most likely remember for the rest of my life.

I headed home to get ready for Ixth hour which is a Christian youth gig that
happens once every month. My favorite band Yfriday play every time. Anyway,
during one of their sets, during a slower song (they play rock music mostly but
have a number of slower worship songs too) I felt God moving through me,
forgiving me, I felt crushed and at the same time released and happy. I don't
remember what song was playing at the time or who was around me. I vaguely
remember 'Matt' holding me close to him, cradling me. It was only when I got out
into the entrance hall and caught sight of my face in the mirrors that I
realized I had been crying, my eyeliner was in two black lines down my face. I
remember feeling as if a huge burden had been lifted from my shoulders. I could
feel the holy spirit moving in me. I knelt down in the entrance hall and just
prayed, I prayed more openly more freely then ever before. My prayers pure
thankfulness and full of love for Jesus who was willing to die f!
 or me. That night is not a night I am ever going to forget. That was the night
I dedicated my life to God properly.

In the following days I felt invigorated by God, I was able to talk more freely
about my faith, It was as if everything suddenly made sense to me.
Last weekend I went on a Youth weekend to Bassenfell Christian center in
Cumbria, we did various bible study activities based upon the theme of God being
the rock upon which we build our lives. I loved every last minute of it, I had a
new craving for God. The bible study sessions culminated in an evening of
worship, in which I could really feel Jesus' presence in the room particularly
during a very moving rendition of 'Be thou my vision'. After words 'Amy' who had
come with us had a word with me. She said that on the 25th she had seen God
moving in me, that she had prayed and felt that he had great things in store for
me, things I may not know yet but things that will glorify his holy name. I was
stunned, but really happy, we prayed together and I feel that this is the
beginning of a new chapter for me. A chapter where God and Myself shall walk
hand in hand.

Thanks be to God for he is my rock and my foundation.

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